May 2012 - Vol. 60
Reflections on Belief
by Sam Williamson

A few years ago, a client of mine visited my company for a series of meetings. He asked for a restaurant recommendation, and I suggested The Gandy Dancer, my favorite restaurant. The very next day he came to my office and raved about the restaurant. He was going to recommend it to every one of his colleagues.

Smiling, I asked what he’d ordered. “Nothing,” he said, because he’d been too busy. But he had “stopped by and studied the menu, and everything looked incredible.”

That is how many of us believers live our lives. We read the menu and miss the meal. It’s as though we’ve come to believe that Christianity — boiled down to its core essence — is an abstract impersonal menu of truths.
But it isn’t; and that mistake leads to a bland, malnourished, and starving life.

An example
As an example, let’s examine the doctrine of Justification by Faith. Most Christians believe that we are justified by faith and not by works. I do too. Unfortunately, most teaching focuses on the theological concept of Justification by Faith. It doesn’t teach us how to live a life of Justification by Faith.

We are reading the menu and missing the meal.

The Test
It’s as though we think that entry into heaven is a one-question multiple-choice exam. We arrive at the pearly gates, and Jesus hands us the Entry-Into-Heaven-Exam sheet,

The Incarnation of the Son of God, the earthly ministry and teaching of Jesus, the suffering and death of the Messiah, and the resurrection of the Son of Man; they all boil down to this moment. Which box will we check?

The hosts of heaven wait in anticipation. All the disciples are there; the martyrs watch; the angels, the seraphim and cherubim all wait with hushed eagerness. Will we check the right box, or will we be chopped?
Is this the essence of Christianity? Does it all boil down to an impersonal, abstract, dry, lifeless question on a test?

It’s more than that
Justification by Faith is an invitation to a feast. When Christ promises abundant life, he offers more than an extension of our life into the hereafter; he offers a richness of life of living in a reality that is deep, fulfilling, and abundant. Now. That is Justification by Faith.

Do you see where I’m going? Are we content with the correct cerebral concept? Or are we operating in the personal, lived-in reality of the truth. Are we chewing on the menu or feasting on the meal?

The movie Chariots of Fire examines the lives of two Olympic runners. Someone asks Harold Abrams why he runs so hard, and he says, “When that gun goes off, I have ten seconds to justify my existence.” When someone asks Eric Liddle, he says, “When I run I feel God’s pleasure.”Eric Liddle feasts on the satisfying reality of experiencing Christ’s love; Harold Abrams hungrily grasps for his life’s justification.

It is possible to hold the correct abstract concept—Justification by Faith—and not actually be Justified by Faith. We can claim Justification by Faith, and yet:

  • Get our personal satisfaction from raising good children
  • Receive our selfesteem from success, promotions, or money
  • Only feel fulfilled when in a romantic relationship
  • Feel especially good about ourselves because we believe all the correct doctrines
  • Get our personal applause from our preaching or ministry
Like Harold Abrams, we are justifying ourselves. In fact, when we justify ourselves by our checking Justification by “Faith,” it is a type of justification by works; the “work” is our theological correctness.

Acknowledging the correct answer — Justification by Faith — is not the same thing as the state of being justified by Faith. I suspect even Satan could check the right box.

What to do?
Remember when our mothers wouldn’t let us eat cookies before dinner because it spoiled our appetite? It’s because the cookies give a sugar high which temporarily masks our hunger, so we miss the good nutrition from the meal. Likewise, our self-justifying actions temporarily satisfy us, but they nourish no long-term satisfaction for our soul.

We need to starve our self-justifying habits.

Ultimately, though, we need to ask God for a deep heart-sense of his reality in our lives. When we sense his greatness in our hearts, and when we come to accept his deep love for us, then we begin to live a life that is Justified by Faith.
Hudson Taylor was a missionary to China in the late 1800s. He prayed a daily prayer which began:

Lord Jesus make yourself to me
A living, bright reality;
That is what we need, his living, bright reality. A meal that finally satisfies.

© Copyright 2012, Beliefs of the Heart, Ltd. All rights reserved.

Sam Williamson grew up in Detroit, Michigan, USA. He is the son of a Presbyterian pastor and grandson of missionaries to China. He moved to Ann Arbor, Michigan in 1975. He worked in London England from 1979 to 1982, helping to establish Antioch, a member community of the Sword of the Spirit. After about twenty-five years as an executive at a software company in Ann Arbor he sensed God call him to something new. He left the software company in 2008 and now speaks at men’s retreats, churches, and campus outreaches. His is married to Carla Williamson and they have four grown children and a grandson. He has a blog site,, and can be reached at 
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