March 2012 - Vol. 58
.The Unimaginable Hope of the Tests of God
by Sam Williamson
When we think about God testing us, most of us shudder. Yet I believe that they can be a key to hope and joy. Let me explain.
I began flying lessons in 1997. These lessons taught me to take off and land, to navigate using aviation charts, and to communicate with air traffic control.
I particularly liked learning to land.
On my second actual flight, about a mile above the ground, my instructor Jayne pulled the throttle to idle and announced that my engine had just died. She asked what I was going to do. Throttling her was not an option because I hadn’t yet learned to land. But I was strongly tempted.
Soon a pattern emerged. She’d kill the engine, I’d want to kill her, and we’d practice standard engine-restart procedures, and I’d look for a place to land. Then we would circle down to the landing site until Jayne said we would have made it (or not). Then she’d re-throttle the engine, we’d climb, and we’d review what I had done.
Jayne drilled the engine-out procedures into me so thoroughly that I could have done them in my sleep, though I never tried.
Two types of tests
Each time Jayne killed my engine it was a test, but the test itself trained me to handle emergencies safely and confidently. Formative tests teach us today how to avoid failure and disqualification tomorrow.
However, when most of us think of tests conducted by educators, we picture summative tests. These measure how much we have already learned, such as midterms, finals, and college entrance exams (the ACT or SAT).
While formative tests are designed to qualify us for the future, one could say that summative tests are designed to disqualify us, as in “My SAT score was low so I failed to get into Harvard.”
Most people consider Christianity to be one large summative test, sort of a huge College entrance exam: a big moral test which we repeatedly fail. But it isn’t.
Why do we fear God testing us? Why do we freak out when we read passages like this, “Beloved, do not be surprised at the fiery trial when it comes upon you to test you” (1 Peter 4:12)? We fear God’s tests for these reasons:
The Pain. When we are barely holding our lives together, the mere thought of the burden of a test – adding one more thing – causes pain. We fear our engine-out-plane will hit the ground. But God himself is our flight instructor, sitting in the plane next to us. He is not on the ground giving radio instructions. His exercises develop our strength. He is preparing us for something great.
We often willingly experience self-inflicted pain to attain our own goals – the pain of exercise to gain health, the pain of dating to find a spouse, the pain of child-rearing to have a family – so why do we fear the pain of God’s tests? Isn’t he always pursuing greater goals than we seek? Isn’t he more careful with our hearts than we are? He is always after something richer than we imagine.
The Purpose. We think we know what we need, and we fear God will get it wrong. God’s tests often go in directions we don’t wish. We want to be a doctor, and God wants to give us peace. We want financial security and God wants to give us joy. God formed our hearts and deepest desires. He created our calling before we were born. He knows what we need, and through his tests he reveals and shapes our hearts and our calling. And he is teaching us to land.
When we believe God’s tests are formative, we experience hope, the pressure
is off. We know that God has prepared us for this moment, and we are at
peace knowing God is using this moment to prepare us for the next. It’s
okay. Even if we “fail” this time around, God uses today’s experience to
prepare us for tomorrow.
When we believe in our hearts that he has done everything for us – he has already qualified us – then every test is an engine-out exercise.
He’s teaching us to fly.
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